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Name: pauline
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Monday, August 09, 2004

i'm currently in texas right now. yay. i haven't done much over here, just swam and took care of my little cousins. we had a birthday party for my cousin, daphne and we made these cool ass cupcakes. yeah, that was the shizzle. i got sort of tan. woot. okay, i just wanted to let you kiddos know that i don't have aim over here. my uncle doesn't let us chat... argh. i met a cool person over here. yeah. her name is courtney and she is the effing shit. :D ok. i'm homesick. i miss my baby. i miss stephanie.. ): brb i think i'm going to cry. ok, back. umm.. i went to this mall yesturday and got a boys night out shirt. woohoo. i'm broke though. my mom gave me like, ten dollars before i left, and i somehow managed to salvage it... till yesturday. (: anyhow, you keeds need to call me. i'm so lonely over here ): i don't know, just comment this entry and i'll give you the number. and then we can like, have phone sex and then i'll be happy. :DDD yayy! btw, i just noticed that my initials are ''pwn''. that's fucking awesome! okay. the end.


Thursday, July 22, 2004

i`m really desperate to tell someone how i feel, but since i can`t open up to anyone without being a total bitch, i chose to write in here. i hate this layout.. it`s horrible. okay, anyway, i feel so angry and depressed. i know i act like that everyday, almost, but.. why? i have no clue, whatsoever. i take things for granted and i`m really selfish. when i want something, i keep nagging and begging for it.. and when i finally get it, i don`t give a shit about it. why can`t i be grateful? i`m beginning to realize things about myself when i blog.. i really really really don`t want to talk with anyone right now.. i just want to be alone. and then you know what? i complain about being lonely. i`m such and idiot, and right now i have very low self esteem. well anyways, back to being alone. i want to be alone, yet i long for company that can soothe me.. i don`t know. okay, maybe i DON`T want to be alone. i probably long for attention... i really really don`t know myself as much as i thought. and if you think i`m posting this because i want sympathy.. think again. i don`t give a damn if people give me sympathy or not. okay, i`ll stop ranting now. & for my friends, i`m going to thank you guys. i swear to god, i won`t be living right now if you guys weren`t here to support me. i love you guys so much.. and i mean it sincerely. i`m sorry if i take you all for granted, like i said, i`m stupid. & i love my family..


Monday, July 05, 2004

okay, sorry for not updating in forever & happy july 4th; but i really don`t care anymore. what i mean is, i don`t care about xanga. =X it`s not important to me at all; i mean, i don`t even need a xanga. people use xanga and other blogs to write about their lives, right? but what if you don`t have a life? =T god damn i`m so negative. haha i`m only in xanga because i love making layouts. this one needs to go. anyways, i`m making a conor oberst one. my first vector, baby!! =D yeah, i drew it, with a god damn laptop pad thingy. i miss my tablet. but yeah, it`s grayscale. i need to stop staying up so late. ahh i`m supposed to wake up early today. haha. holy fucking crap i`m going to the mall. ahh i`m gonna have swollen eyes. that sucks. oh well. & right now i`m in oregon, resort. yeah, it`s cool. anyway, the new layout will be coming soon. fuck, it won`t let me sign on to createblog. friqqn` gay. the end.


Saturday, June 19, 2004


edit// ok so i really didn`t do anything today ... except change my layout. the background song is old but then i just got into it again when i changed the layout ... ok ...
wow ... today didn`t do anything yet ... i`m planning to go to the mall later on ... um .. yesturday night i talked to my friend on the fone for 3 hours. haha it was so cool. x] we talked about PEECOCKS. and about someone. ... =\ listening to the used - on my own ... good song. =] i`m bored. then today i tried to play gb with khanh for about an hour but then i never could. gr. i was gonna own his ass anyways. seriously, summer is boring. i want school to start but then when school DOES start ... i want summer. haha home work is the thing i don`t like about school ... and yeah next year we`re gonna be 8th graders. gay. all the 8th graders this year will be fresh(wo)men and leave all of us 7th graders here. my eyes hurt ... i stayed up till 4 or something last night ... haha anyways, i`ll blog later. wow i just realized i blog almost everyday now. =]


well right now listening to up and go by the starting line ... haha cuz` stephanie kept nagging me to download it. i`m not a big fan of pop punk but damn this song is good. x] .. in a way, it fits me. except the genders of the characters in the song should be the opposite ... yeah. this is the best song you recommended, you retard (stephy). well today was pretty exciting ... i went to the mall and mickey d`s. i forgot what else i did before the mall .. haha .. i`m so smart like that. x] the mall was hecka scary ... but hey, i got make up and a necklace. i love the necklace, it`s so cooliosis. OH WAiT, i REMEMBER what i did before the mall now ... me n` justin went to go to norwood but then when we got there, we decided to go to the mall so yeah ... we just went to the mall. AND BEFORE that, i went to target to buy my cousin stuff ... and before that ... uhh ... i just put on make up for thirty minutes. well anyway, when i got home, all i really did was chat about two people ... and one of them is an EFFiNG` ASSHOLE WHO SHOULD CHOKE ON HiS OWN PUKE AND DiE. haha jk. amy and stephanie know who that one person is. can`t believe i liked that fagget ... i hope that didn`t make it obvious who the person is. god damn friends cancelled the ga thing tomorrow so .. this week i basically did nothing. hey who`s up for gmall next thursday? basically everyone`s invited. haha christine told me to tell everyone ... so yeah, go. =]



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